Hey readers. I know it's been a while since i posted
anything to look at really... not many changes that I am comfortable taking photos of are really happening... just the underneath
the clothes jazz. That's a bit too personal for me to expose sorrrrrry. Anyway... today's June 4th and I decided to get some
new pics up so there they are. Yesterday I woke up with excrusiating pain (probably didn't spell that near correctly) in my
stomach and saw a local urgent care dr. It seems my white blood cell count was high and so they think I have an infection
(no idea how or why)... weird huh. I thought it was a pendicits ahhhh woulda been crappy since I have top surgery scheduled
for June 26th!!!!! Not to mention that small bit of info, oh yeah finals week starts monday! God all this junk and I had to
miss part of school, forcing myself to go to my business class later in the day just so I could participate in my groups last
chance to get ready for our big presentation tomorrow. My stomach is killin me still and I am making myself do this. If I
don't feel better by friday I will go in to have a CT scan...
As far as my hormones go... I decided to give my injection
in the left leg I think was only my 3rd time doing so since I started my injections? I don't know but I get nervous and chicken
out. I hurt myself doing it this time, I leaned on the needle sideways and bruised up my leg. Changes... lets see I have worse
acne then last month. My chest and stomach are gettin prety fuzzy. My thighs are fillin in with hair. Growth in certain places
on my body I wont mention has picked up a lot. My binder has been killing my back, I only wear it twice a week for school
now and prefer not to leave the house on any other day unless I have to because of it. ((also making my stomach worse off
having the binder and the pressure)).
June 12th I go to my pre-op, then on the 26th bright
and early at 7:30 AM I will go under the knife and get my new man chest. I have mixed emotions about the whole thing. More
then anything though I am finally going to be happy with my physical appearance to the extent that I should be anyhow... minus
the weight/acne factor. So I guess that's it. Wish me luck and look for the new surgery photo section I will add at the beginning
of Month 10 to the Hormone page. YES there will be photos!